This song just basically gets me today.
Fate fell short this time your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine I’ll leave when I wanna
About to have a little Brand New with my morning coffee.
"You’re inhaling smoke, emotionless, somewhere on a map,
unaware that I am falling flat.
And you will hurt me, and I deserve it.
You are not awake, and it’s nothing.
I want you so bad it’s devouring me, and I think I love you,
but you’ll never find out.”